Passing strangers, lights flooding almost all streets, trains passing by. Changing states and emotions inside me. Inner travels and physical catharsis this morning...and yesterday as well, with my feet hurting, having walked for a long time wearing high-heels. And today a song poped up in my mind: "ordinary world" by Duran Duran. First there was a mixture of peace and happiness...then it turned into a reaffirmation of my identity. Still i was happy. But from time to time i felt some sadness. A Ballad. A requiem for something dying somewhere out of nowhere. 7 crows. Something might be whispered to the hole of some tree, like one of the main characters in "In the mood for love". Today i'm still a ballad, sung with a trembling or broken voice (Bonnie Tyler+Janis Joplin+Edith Piaf+Bévinda...a bootleg of songs by all them). Casuality brought me to this point. I regret nothing. Positive thoughts and feelings should find their way out of our minds. We ought to be brave like Superciocia (see previous posts from December 2005)..and face any complicated stuff within us...and then smile like Władysław Sikora playing the role of a victorious Superciocia.Wednesday, 21 December 2005
and i won't cry for yesterday...
Passing strangers, lights flooding almost all streets, trains passing by. Changing states and emotions inside me. Inner travels and physical catharsis this morning...and yesterday as well, with my feet hurting, having walked for a long time wearing high-heels. And today a song poped up in my mind: "ordinary world" by Duran Duran. First there was a mixture of peace and happiness...then it turned into a reaffirmation of my identity. Still i was happy. But from time to time i felt some sadness. A Ballad. A requiem for something dying somewhere out of nowhere. 7 crows. Something might be whispered to the hole of some tree, like one of the main characters in "In the mood for love". Today i'm still a ballad, sung with a trembling or broken voice (Bonnie Tyler+Janis Joplin+Edith Piaf+Bévinda...a bootleg of songs by all them). Casuality brought me to this point. I regret nothing. Positive thoughts and feelings should find their way out of our minds. We ought to be brave like Superciocia (see previous posts from December 2005)..and face any complicated stuff within us...and then smile like Władysław Sikora playing the role of a victorious Superciocia.
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hi Arieeeef!!
uhm..thanks for the greeting. The celebration was a familiar gathering, having the X-Mas tree with its lights on..some special food. nothing beyond that. If it depended on me, i'd not celebrate X-Mas..it's sth rather meaningless to me. Nothing magical...just people buying like crazy and spending money they might rather need for more important things. If Christ was born again, He might feel ashamed to see what ppl does on such a day. I feel sorry for religious ppl, who really feel X-Mas is an important day. Such days should be celebrated by those who really believe in the meaning of the day/date...
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